May 03, 2005
Idle
I've added a few things around the site. Some new artwork in the MEMORIALS section, a few new quotes here and there, and a map in the WHAT HAPPENED section. Also working on adding a video clip of the girls on one of their happiest days, and text files of the conversation that took place and my statement.
We are idling with the case. Which is frustrating for myself and the whole family. As well as my "family" at work. No one is going to give this up though. NO ONE.
It has been 2 months without my Ruby. Tuesdays are very hard for me. It's like a bad dream, I keep thinking when I wake up she will be home, just like always. Reality still hasn't hit me I guess, even after all this time. She was just such a trusted and loved friend... it's so hard to belive she's missing.
I was re-reading through all of the guestbook entries tonight. I can't explain how much it still helps me to read those words of wisdom, support, and kindness. It is such a blessing to have that guestbook, but more so... the people who were kind enough to leave their mark on it. Thank You.
xoxo,
Pistol